That sigh is a relaxing one. I am finally taking a deep breath. This is the first cycle in two years where I could really remove myself from our struggles of trying to conceive. I know last cycle was supposed to be a break cycle, but with the worrying about the timing of my upcoming IVF + holiday combo, I was stressed. I was still in it. I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
This cycle is so different. We’re avoiding pregnancy and it’s actually putting a little fun back into having sex! I don’t know why we’re avoiding pregnancy. I mean, why would it suddenly work after 2 years? Regardless, it’s kinda fun. 🙂
Today is CD14 and I begin meds in one week! I never thought I’d be so excited to jam myself with needles, but I am. Maybe all the acupuncture is warming me up to pokes. I had a session yesterday and I don’t go back until 12/30. I’m going to miss it. Then before we know it, 2010 will arrive! I am so excited for a new year, a new beginning.