I’m sure it’s just the Aygestin and Lupron, but right now I’m moody. I’m totally annoyed by every pregnant woman I see. I’m annoyed by the stupid kid stories my boss tells me every day. I’m annoyed by the bratty kid who lives in the apartment next door. I’m annoyed by all the stupid strollers every where.
I’m envious (or is it jealous?) of my pregnant sister-in-law, even though she struggled through five miscarriages before getting a sticky bean. Of course, I love her and I will love this baby like crazy but I can’t help but think, “why not me?”.
Okay, silver lining time…
Well at least I can enjoy summer with my girlish figure. And I don’t have to worry about feeling like I’m going to barf while walking around in 90 degree weather. I also don’t have to worry about looking bloated and fat in my summer dresses (I wear dresses pretty much every single day in the summer). As long as I can keep the Lupron belly bruises to a minimum, no one will even know I’m cycling. And if I want I can sneak a glass of wine (at least for this week because as soon as AF visits again, I’ll be back on the wagon)! Good thing because an old friend is in town all week and there’s no way I could skip out on our long chats — and long chats basically equal vino and soft cheeses. Without them, there would be no chats. 🙂
And I’m buying those heels after all! Ha! Take that!