Nope, didn’t POAS yet. And I’m terrified to anyway.
I have big shiny glimmers of hope and no notable symptoms. I wish I knew for sure, but at the same time there’s no way in hell I’m ready to POAS. Well, I could POAS tomorrow at 9dp5dt and likely get an accurate result but the beta would still be 5 days away.
I know that if it was a BFN, I’d want to stop my meds right away but that would mean that I’m giving up all hope that the beta would magically be positive. I’m not ready to give up all hope just yet.
On the other hand, if it’s a BFP I could stop obsessing and just be happy!
Maybe I should shut up, stop obsessing, and wait until the weekend like I originally planned (on 11dp5dt). That way the test results will be even more accurate and if it’s a BFN I will feel better about giving up all hope at that point. If it’s a BFP, I still have 8 months to revel in happiness. What’s a few more days of torture?