Tick tock tick tock. Is it Friday yet?
I think the 2ww was way easier than this, not that I’d go back there for anything. Time is passing by sooooo slooooowly.
For some reason it was even easier for me to be really positive during the 2ww. The Circle + Bloom meditations helped a lot, and I spent a lot of time breathing in positivity and exhaling negativity. But now I’m just in this weird limbo land. I did buy the pregnancy series from Circle + Bloom as well and it is comforting. I’m finding it hard to describe how I feel right now. It’s not like I’m exactly worried, I’m more floating around in this space between knowing in my heart and seeing and believing with my eyes. I know we might not see a heartbeat on Friday at 6w, but I just hope we see more than an empty sac like last time. I want something in my sac! Is that too much to ask for?!
My bloating has subsided a bit which of course makes me nervous even though I know this can come and go and things are still likely fine. And some of you have already reassured me that this is in fact fine and the same thing happened to you and you are happily pregnant. Other than being thirsty and hungry, everything seems pretty normal except for my increased irritability. (I’ve kinda been being a bitch at work.) The dark line on my pee stick this weekend helped ease my mind a bit, but why didn’t it last longer than the weekend?! Friday still seems miles away.
At least it’s finally hump day!