Today is hard

Babies and husband are sick. I have a UTI (from holding it too much at work – bad, I know). Blah! Not a good day. I’m exhausted. I snapped at my husband. All I want to do is crawl in bed and eat comfort food. Instead I forced myself to go to work, still managed to take the stairs (underground to the subway, up to my office in AM and lunch, and then up again to my apartment at the end of the day). I forced myself to have juice for breakfast and lunch, even though that’s not what I wanted at all.

Today was really the first hard day that I’ve had since being on my path to getting fit, aside from the first week of cleansing. I find it very frustrating because I’ve done so well up until now. I even had a visit from my old friend AF last week and I didn’t crave a hint of chocolate! I was so proud! And now a little sleep deprivation (c’mon, I can handle that! I have twins!) and a UTI put me over the edge? Pssshhh.

Well the good news is I guess that I did it. I made it through the day without caving into my cravings. I skipped the gym and am planning to get a very restful sleep. See you in the morning! I can do this. I can do this.

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After nearly 3 years of TTC and the help of ART, we got pregnant on our 5th IVF/FET transfer after IVF #2. Our beautiful fraternal twin boys were born on 7/15/11 at 37w0d.

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